Hold Me Jesus

Hold Me Jesus

Well, sometimes my life Just don't make sense at all When the mountains look so big And my faith just seems so small


CHORUS:

So hold me Jesus, 'cause I'm shaking like a leaf You have been King of my glory Won't You be my Prince of Peace
And I wake up in the night and feel the dark It's so hot inside my soul I swear there must be blisters on my heart


CHORUS


Surrender don't come natural to me I'd rather fight You for something I don't really want Than to take what You give that I need And I've beat my head against so many walls Now I'm falling down, I'm falling on my knees
And this Salvation Army band Is playing this hymn And Your grace rings out so deep It makes my resistance seem so thin


CHORUS


You have been King of my glory Won't You be my Prince of Peace



The lyrics to this song from Rich Mullins form somewhat of what I´ve been feeling lately.I have been having mixed feelings which is completely normal when traveling abroad.But I have been thinking a lot of what this year is going to hold for me.I have also been thinking about the future and what I am to do after I graduate college.There are so many decisions to make in this stage of my life, sometimes I dislike not having something concrete to hold onto.



God has been the only One who knows everything and He will continue guiding me.But He never said everything was going to be footloose and fancy-free.It is very hard to live in this world as a Christian with morals and restictions on my life.But I really enjoy the challenge and I know God knows how far He can take me on certain paths.I know in my heart that I will look back on this part of my life and just smile, but for now it is definitely a growing process.



*MARANATHA*