Thoughts . . .

My Thoughts

Sometimes its as if my mind has a giant hole
and through it my thoughts dissapate
my daydreams fall into nothingness
and me trying to get them back
is like finding a needle in a haystack
I try so hard but to no avail
I want so much to think straight
but I just can't with this . . .
overwhelming decision that wants to surface
but for some unknown reason
my mind is gone
gone like water down the drain
gone like a grasping for the wind
JUST GONE

 

Outpouring of Emotions

Rain is an outpouring of the sky
my emotions are an outpouring from my mind
my mind is a sponge
soaking up what I hear
what I see
everything that was ever said
it's like a never-ending movie
repeating itself through time
through different stages of my life
through the hurdles of life
through whatever
I don't know everything
but I know I'm running out of time
blindly running through this next stage of my life
running from problems
running to find solutions
solutions to ever present inquiries
from me
from others
and trying to be
or find
the answer to it all