Geez, sometimes I just get so frustrated over the way I feel or the way I am lathargic and not wanting to do anything.Life just throws lemons at you and at times I don't know how to respond but to ask God for help.This is something I should have been doing all along but my priorities have gotten in the way yet again.
I wish my human self would stop being so selfish!But it's an uphill climb all the way, and a battle that only a King can fight.Our King Jesus Christ that is!We don't have the strength on our own yet we continually beat the air like we can win this life struggle.
I wish I could put words to my thoughts but alas my emotions would surely get in the way.The way God has things come into our lives to grow our faith.At the time its way too complicated to understand with our mortal minds.
I extremely dislike taking loans out because that means I will be more indebt than I am now.But unless some miraculous thing happens to pay for the remainder of the schooling for this semester I don't have any options available to me.
God I pray right now that I would commit all this to You and cease trying to take things into my own hands.I cannot do it on my own; help me overcome my fleshly nature.Amen.
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